Byย Birdie Fudgeย | Featured Contributor
A while back, I went on medication for the first time for my major depressive disorderย and generalizedย anxiety. I wrote poems every day, starting from the first day I took the pill. I used my poetry to track my mood and the timeline of the medicine taking effect. When I look at the poetry written during the beginning of that journey and compare it to now, itโs as if two different people are speaking. This poem reflects me in the beginning of my journey. My other poem, “I am Grateful,” reflects how I feel today.
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Itโs like suddenly
I took this magic pillย
and I was given the gift of reasonย
and all my fears seemed to disappearย
my anxieties subsidedย
or at least they were dulled outย
beneath the surfaceย
the layer of fogย
on top of all my other emotionsย
became lifted
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