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I am flawed. Those who have read some of my earlier scribbles have seen the somewhat self-critical lens through which I view myself. Despite this, a new year is just upon us, which, like every new day, offers a chance for us to adjust whatever it is we feel we need to adjust…whether it is our daily habits or our perspective on life.

Therefore, Puppydoc would like to share with you a few things about herself by presenting her three big goals for the New Year:

♥ To LIVE more.

Prioritizing her professional and academic endeavors over the past decade has somewhat come at a price for Puppydoc, who feels that she has missed out on life in general as well as many of the people in it. Therefore, she would like to do things differently this year by more fully treasuring what she already has…her dear family and friends…and by putting them first.

♥ To LAUGH more.

Medicine, while it has given her many precious memories, has formed in her a sort of a somber outlook on life, where all she sees is suffering around her. Coupled with an impression that she is rather powerless to really make a difference, she ends up bearing a lingering guilt for not being able to do more for others. For this, Puppydoc will take a dose of what has traditionally been considered the best medicine–laughter–and just try to loosen up a bit.

♥ To LOVE more.

For most of her life, Puppydoc has guarded her heart closely, almost afraid to feel…experience…embrace that nebulous realm called love. Fearing vulnerability, she has attached herself to the position of caregiver in both her professional and personal life, always caring for others while within remained a daydreaming girl aching to be cared for. But now is the time for her to start taking down the walls surrounding her. And who knows what may happen…

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Thank you, dear Liz, for prompting me to think about my goals and to write this post. You are an inspiration to all!

Wishing everyone a lovely week and a wonderful start to the New Year.

Love,
Puppydoc

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  2. I am sure you must have come across the starfish story at some point in your history however, in the context of your profession and what you contribute, I think that you need to read it once more.
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    An old man had a habit of early morning walks on the beach. One day, after a storm, he saw a human figure in the distance moving like a dancer. As he came closer he saw that it was a young woman and she was not dancing but was reaching down to the sand, picking up a starfish and very gently throwing them into the ocean.

    “Young lady,” he asked, “Why are you throwing starfish into the ocean?”

    “The sun is up, and the tide is going out, and if I do not throw them in they will die.”

    “But young lady, do you not realize that there are miles and miles of beach and starfish all along it? You cannot possibly make a difference.”

    The young woman listened politely, paused and then bent down, picked up another starfish and threw it into the sea, past the breaking waves, saying, “I made a difference for that one!”

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    Have a wonderful day, and all the very best for 2017. 🙂

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  4. These goals seem worthwhile. The three big L’s! Have a go at it. I can asure you it’s making things a lot lighter. I wish you a great ending of this year and a beautiful start of the next.

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  5. What a wonderful post! Yes, I can see that your profession would have these side effects. My wife used to be this way regarding love but once she took the walls down , it turned out pretty good! It takes the right person to help with that. Peace to you and have a wonderful 2017!

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