Tag: Medicine

Code Blue [a poem]

A code called.
She races
asΒ the seas part
for her crossing.

ReposedΒ before her–
rhythm without pulse,
fluid without flow,

substance without life–
is you.

Invaded
as lines in your thigh

penetrateΒ aΒ pump paralyzed,
as tube betweenΒ ashen lips
thrusts into stagnant air.
PoisonΒ pushed into aΒ heart
quivering, she watches as

your chest rises
with theΒ force

of each counterfeit breath.

The symphony begins.

Thump
Shock delivered.
Strike throughΒ the breast.
Voltage down your limbs.
Buoyant, jerking,
EachΒ retort
a life feigned by lightening.

Crunch
BonesΒ crush.
TheΒ carol of ribs,
a surrender to the fury
of each compression,

quickens with herΒ pounding heart.
EachΒ chord
a dissonant harmony.

Glazed are your eyes
as they pulsate
with the cadence of their dance.
She looks at you.
Pleads for you to return.
Prays to the god she plays.
But your eyes plead for something more.

You leave her.

The story ends.

And the orchestra leaves.

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β—Š The Cardiac Arrest From a Patient’s PerspectiveΒ β—Š

elderly woman

Malady.

Desperation.
Driven by disease
more clever than our hands,
you elude our grasp.

Come back.

Poison,
fighting forΒ the soul

courses through your veins,
while the dusk

consumes the mind
of your decay.

Do you hear me calling?

Forsaken by a beast deceiving,
your breaths remainsΒ unmarred.
Spared by fiendish mercy,
your heart beats
undisturbed beneath the curtain
of aΒ vacant shell.

I know you hear me calling.
I know you’re still there.
Perhaps our love will bring you back.

Come back to us.

Dilated cardiomyopathy

The Big Heart.

Fluid.
Limbs flooded,
lungs immersed,
skin engorged-
you chase it off.
Pill
after pill.

Nights.
Twilight wheezesΒ 

upon three pillows.
Four.
Five.

Bare
are your breaths
as you gasp,
fight-
hunger unquenched.

Stairs
unconquerable,
indomitable,
fatigue intractable.
Slowly you ascend.

Still
you conquer,
embrace
love,

life,
strength.

Your heart full.

Your dilated cardiomyopathy.

Β 

Cadaver.

Tendons, vessels, muscle, bone-
little more than its sum, alone.
Without life, alone.

A heart upon your fingers,
fibers smooth,Β firmness lingers.
AΒ pump sleeps, alone.

Nerves, severed andΒ denuded,
shimmering, taut, function diluted.
Pain without feeling, alone.

A lung, delicate sponge, blackened,
absorbsΒ an essence, greyed, maddened.
Vacant sacs, stale breaths, alone.

The cerebrum, split,Β its valleys and mounds,
embodies a soul, full, without bounds.
My lifeless beingΒ is nothing alone.