Tag: death

Code Blue [a poem]

A code called.
She races
asΒ the seas part
for her crossing.

ReposedΒ before her–
rhythm without pulse,
fluid without flow,

substance without life–
is you.

Invaded
as lines in your thigh

penetrateΒ aΒ pump paralyzed,
as tube betweenΒ ashen lips
thrusts into stagnant air.
PoisonΒ pushed into aΒ heart
quivering, she watches as

your chest rises
with theΒ force

of each counterfeit breath.

The symphony begins.

Thump
Shock delivered.
Strike throughΒ the breast.
Voltage down your limbs.
Buoyant, jerking,
EachΒ retort
a life feigned by lightening.

Crunch
BonesΒ crush.
TheΒ carol of ribs,
a surrender to the fury
of each compression,

quickens with herΒ pounding heart.
EachΒ chord
a dissonant harmony.

Glazed are your eyes
as they pulsate
with the cadence of their dance.
She looks at you.
Pleads for you to return.
Prays to the god she plays.
But your eyes plead for something more.

You leave her.

The story ends.

And the orchestra leaves.

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β—Š The Cardiac Arrest From a Patient’s PerspectiveΒ β—Š

The Sleep.

Rivulets of sorrow meandering
down tear-stained skin.

β€œKeep her comfortable
untilΒ it’s time.”   

Simple words-
echoes
of eternal reminder within.
You rise.

Guiding her
through the threshold
into the chill,

shudders
of realization emerge.

You survey
the molting trees,

their arid leaves
embellishing her hair
like fragments of
woven rhinestones.
As if they weep for her.
As if even the ambiances
of ages past are beseeching
her not to leave.

Soon arrives the Foehn,
holding you within
its warm embrace.
Its breaths,
whispering lines of truth,
sculpt a bittersweet tune
as they herald
the evening’s arrival.
You understand.

Cloaked
by lyrics of singing ivy,
her expression calms,
your fears dissolve.
Consoled by a draft possessive,
you cradle her
through the darkness
and follow her
toward the seraph’s call
into the fold of
midnight slumber.

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A New Day

A New Day.


What do we do, come that day,

when walk we must through vacant streets,
when frore and tremulous become the nights,
and windowpanes with autumn’s dew weep?

What do we do, come that day,
when summertide flees fromΒ bitter air’sΒ chase,
when even the trees forsake their leaves,
And swallows depart to a fitter place?

For that day has come,

and now we weep,

as the earth reclaims another,

their souls now sleep.

But come winter’s call new snow will fall,
then
autumn’s death will beΒ entombed.

And as morning rays gleam through curtain seams,
New seedlings in our hearts will bloom.

Then we will know that a new day has come.Β 

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This Poem is Dedicated to the Memory ofΒ Rhonda ElkinsΒ and her daughter, Kaitlyn.

Sky

To Rhonda.

 

Almost a year ago, I wrote something for yourΒ daughter.

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I never thought at that time that soon I would be writing similar lines for you.

So as I try to find ways to make sense of the pain of findingΒ out that you left us, just as Kaitlyn had left us, I can only come out with these words…

…That through your daughter’s passing,
you had come into our lives.

ThroughΒ your pain,
the world was moved.

Through your words,
Β eyes were opened.

Through your tears,
hearts were touched, lives changed.

And through your perseverance,
Kaitlyn lived on.

But even as you worked unceasingly,
Your soul continued toΒ break, your heart grieved.

And now you are again with your daughter, your bright shining star.

Goodbye, Rhonda. Now you can finally rest.

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β—Š A Poem Dedicated to the Memory of RhondaΒ β—Š

Sky

Β Though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower, we will find… rather… strength in what remains behind…

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.For those who may not have known Rhonda, here are the linksΒ to her writing.

My Bright Shining Star: A Mother’s True Story of Brilliance, Love, and Suicide

My Bright Shining Star, a blog