Category: Medical Poetry

I.C.U.

Lines, tubes, wires, chains.
Dignity stripped, cavities drained.
The metronome of your pulse above
the beeping orchestra, dissonant buzz.
EachΒ gesture tracked, beat recorded,
breathing measured, lifeΒ distorted.
Do you still feel free?

TheΒ body, its function a masterpiece to muse,
altered by poison, fluidΒ infused.
Vesicles, vessels, organs affixed,
shroudedΒ in blood, lymph intermixed.
Adhered inΒ onenessΒ by tendon and skin,
scarcely quickenedΒ by a pump grownΒ dim.
Do you still feel strong?

Risen before the dawning sun,
aΒ swarm of stoic white has come
to declare theΒ statusΒ of yourΒ issues–
Liver, kidney, heart, lung, tissue.
To examine and prod, inspectΒ thenΒ move
a person, a soul, or a number to improve?
I hope you still feel human.

Code Blue [a poem]

A code called.
She races
asΒ the seas part
for her crossing.

ReposedΒ before her–
rhythm without pulse,
fluid without flow,

substance without life–
is you.

Invaded
as lines in your thigh

penetrateΒ aΒ pump paralyzed,
as tube betweenΒ ashen lips
thrusts into stagnant air.
PoisonΒ pushed into aΒ heart
quivering, she watches as

your chest rises
with theΒ force

of each counterfeit breath.

The symphony begins.

Thump
Shock delivered.
Strike throughΒ the breast.
Voltage down your limbs.
Buoyant, jerking,
EachΒ retort
a life feigned by lightening.

Crunch
BonesΒ crush.
TheΒ carol of ribs,
a surrender to the fury
of each compression,

quickens with herΒ pounding heart.
EachΒ chord
a dissonant harmony.

Glazed are your eyes
as they pulsate
with the cadence of their dance.
She looks at you.
Pleads for you to return.
Prays to the god she plays.
But your eyes plead for something more.

You leave her.

The story ends.

And the orchestra leaves.

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β—Š The Cardiac Arrest From a Patient’s PerspectiveΒ β—Š

elderly woman

Malady.

Desperation.
Driven by disease
more clever than our hands,
you elude our grasp.

Come back.

Poison,
fighting forΒ the soul

courses through your veins,
while the dusk

consumes the mind
of your decay.

Do you hear me calling?

Forsaken by a beast deceiving,
your breaths remainsΒ unmarred.
Spared by fiendish mercy,
your heart beats
undisturbed beneath the curtain
of aΒ vacant shell.

I know you hear me calling.
I know you’re still there.
Perhaps our love will bring you back.

Come back to us.

Dilated cardiomyopathy

The Big Heart.

Fluid.
Limbs flooded,
lungs immersed,
skin engorged-
you chase it off.
Pill
after pill.

Nights.
Twilight wheezesΒ 

upon three pillows.
Four.
Five.

Bare
are your breaths
as you gasp,
fight-
hunger unquenched.

Stairs
unconquerable,
indomitable,
fatigue intractable.
Slowly you ascend.

Still
you conquer,
embrace
love,

life,
strength.

Your heart full.

Your dilated cardiomyopathy.

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